I am writing this as an "Ode" to by beloved Shih Tsu, Chocolate. She was a Christmas present for my children nine years ago. Although she was their present, She was truly my gift. Chocolate was my first real experience as an owner of an inside four legged family member. A bond was created between the two of us that was admired by the members of my family. She was a very loving and sweet puppy and a year and a half ago she became a great playmate to our 2nd addition Nudog. They were best friends and a joy to watch. Six months ago, I had to put Chocolate to sleep. She had allergies that just snowballed until she was miserable. It was a very hard decision, but I could not stand to see her suffer. I held her in my arms as she took her last breath, along with that last breath, I gasped, as a piece of my heart died with her that day. I still cry when I flash back to the moment that the life left my arms, but I smile when I know she is not suffering anymore.
I belive I will see my little chocolate again, for there is no sadness in heaven, It is my belief that she is not suffering and that I will see the angel that brought me so much joy. I am now able to talk about her without breaking down. Even through the pain, I am glad I had nine years of Joy.
I love you Chocolate,
Until we play again!
mama